Dream journal

Dream n/a

I dreamed I had to save a village by the sea. I had the knowledge to to create an escape route with a map i had created. The world was folding in and the wave was falling over us and the rest of the beach was underwater apart from us.

Dream 4th May 2021 (Nap)

I dreamt I was taking college at the castle in Reigate. This was the Reigate I’ve been before that has a posher priory park that connects to a posh building I’ve been to before with an ice house that was very symmetrical and out of bounds that had a boy with ginger hair outside it.

I was outside today and we were in queue to do the zip line or the transverse ner climb that had climbing wal pieces along the side. I was in the queue with maddie and Ellie. Maddie was worried and I explained what the net was and that the zip line is a lot easier. I didn’t get to go on but I started singing something and Ellie and some other girls joined in and we harmonised and it felt really good. Probably an sclub song.

I ran out and to the back entrance of the slightly different college which looked more like the county building to the right. My bedding was thrown to the side and I was carrying my pillows. I was going to sneak in to visit oscar bc I was wearing my orange lanyard and realised I didn’t need m to scan in like esc. I peered in the fron door/window but it looked like there was a classroom being taught and Holly was up at the front and. This classroom was part of the Hallway it seemed. I realised I’d missed lunch and I wouldn’t be able to sneak bc I’d be the only one out of lesson so I went back to the pile of bedding and dropped my pillows off and ran back.

Then I woke up and I was boiling from my hot water bottle and it being sunny outside

Dream 19th/20th May ‘21

I dreamt I was at a firework show. Some of us young people I think we were an NCS group had lined up in pairs/ single file queue to dance to the beat of the fireworks for a competition. There was only a few other small rows going on. I think it was Nicky from my actual ncs was at the front bNCS she could acc dance and I wanted to join. The rest of the crowd was separating from the queue as the judges who called out appeared on this now apparent stage which was once a field. I got up on stage and joined as quickly as possible. Did the dance for a little bit but wanted to see if Simon was along it at all so I just switched and I remember feeling proud of myself for just doing what I wanted. He was there! And so was maddy and oliver again who were a bit more infront in matching night velvet outfits from my other dream. I went right behind him. All of us were dressed in scary/ halloween/rocky horror picture show outfits. I think I was a corpse bride and Simon was some butler in a ragged tailcoat. We jumped forward and I bumped him and we all kept hopping forwards until we were jumping one by one off the stage.

When I got off I was infront of the judging panel and we hadn’t really planned this so there wasn’t a lot of space. I noticed there were some lost looking children to the right waiting to go on next so I joined them and offered to help guide them. I thought it was sad that someone had just left them bc I felt like their guide had found it boring. I want to make it fun for them so I told them the way . They weaved along a small wooden fence queue system like they were bored queuing at Thorpe park. I made funny sounds and actually saw a python slither between them.

When they’d gone I looked around and I was in an empty swarm ride queueing are like place on a rock. I saw a tabby cat, a grey cay far away, a raven, a squirrel that was making dog sounds and a wolf. I tried to take a few panorama photos of all of them surrounding me. I kept forgetting the squirrel that was right in my ear. That wolf was so cool. I think there was a dying black one on the ground before but now I could a huge grey one in the front seats of a builders van on a london road. The guy who owned the van was showing off to another guy the wolf he seemed to think he now owned. I thought something that big... it owned him as soon as he opens those doors. I started driving on the pavement now. I think I was just trying to park or leave but I kept hitting the car in front of me and reversing.I think this was stressing the huge wolf out so I stopped gave up and woke up

2nd dream:

I dreamed that I had to poison a singing wizard. I had to sneak down a spiralling staircase as I was invisible and tiny. The wizard was trying to show this other guy just how evil he was by singing about it. I had a fat test tube with a cork in it of what looked like vegetable soup. I got to the bottom of the stairs into a green lit dungeon/cave. As the two were both singin away I slipped near a huge couldron filled with a similar looking soup but mine looked more peppery? I pored it in and I hear them coming back so I ran down through the archway and I got eh first next room on the left which happened to be a shower room. I heard footsteps and knew I was caught. I didn’t even bother hide I just closed my eyes so I didn’t need to see it and then a somebody grabbed my shoulders by the hands and hugged me. I opened my eyes and it was simon and I “awwww” then I woke up I was so happy to have seen him

I remember looking at my earphones and then being covered in really red earwax I swore it was blood in there.

Dream n/a

I dreamed I was buying tickets for the cinema. Once I got my ticket punched and a popcorn had landed in my hands i wen through the rope barrier and i was weaving the navy blue corridors. I went up some spiraled blue stairs that lead me to a fire exit door. I opened it and i was in a bowling alley with and arcade outside.

Dream 4th/5th May 2021

I was sitting on a sofa with my friends in a garden. We were in a test. We had to take a drug and not react to the side effects and keep looking forward however talking was allowed. Jason to my left definitely turned into a badger or the person next to him and we were trying so hard not to laugh. I felt like I turned into a raccoon. People started skateboarding and jumping over us. The test was ending and we were started latching onto the people jumping above us and skated away.

Dream 17th-18th May

I dreamt I looked out the window. Our house was taller than it usually is. I think I’ve dreamed it like this before in a slight dystopian style where some houses have their own little hills beneath them. I looked out the window into the distance. I can usually just see trees and hills far away but I could also see the coast to France and an atomic bomb went off. I didn’t know wether to run or not. The cloud of dust was rolling quickly and I knew there was no escaping so I ran to tell my mum. I managed to run down the stairs and find her in the kitchen “there was a bomb, mum, just outside as big as France”. She responded “it’s Françe.” I asked “it’s supposed to hit us really soon when is it coming?” “It’s France.” She said “it’s from France? It’s the size of France?” I could see the map of France and a cartoon bomb spreading across its area.

I didn’t know what to do but mum seemed calm and I couldn’t see from side of the house so I figured it had already swept over us and we actually fine. Maybe it wasn’t radiation. Maybe it was just dust and we can breathe inside?

I went into the garden that wasn’t ours. It was big and sloped like a countryside garden, lush and trimmed. I went down to the swimming pool room on the left.

Shift to indoors and I saw my little sister hayley was getting in the pool. She dipped into the shallow end and started crying for dad. She was scared to swim once her feet couldn’t touch the bottom and I felt scared for her. She retreated and I woke up

28th-29th May

I dreamed I visited a national trust mansion. it looked Georgian and dystopian on parts. I remember commenting to the person I did not know who I was with that they must have loved building when there were no visitors around during isolation in the coronavirus pandemic. We hadn't bought our tickets apparently and and adult with a child goes free so they picked me up and pretended I was a toddler and the guard (which was dressed in a queens guard uniform) didn't notice us an we got through then I woke up

Dream 9th/10th April 2021

I dreamed I hosted a festival in my old cubs field. I remember freaking out because no one was social distancing. the police turned up and everyone scrammed. I ran to a tunnel and I was in the London underground. It was grey everywhere. It started hailing but I found shelter under a tiled arch and a couple beside me reached out to say they were struggling too. We all looked up to the opening arch behind us to check the train times and we could read the banner. At least I think it was only me struggling. It was just orange blurred code on the banner. I was very stressed I was going to miss my train and never leave that tunnel but luckily I woke up.

Dream 18th-19th May 2021

I dreamt I saw Lewis again

He actually came out of his room and we hung out on a roof. There was a swampy pond below us and it was night. I think we were eating our food together. He didn’t say much but he seemed happier when I didn’t look at him.

We could hear people approaching so we dipped into the pond to hide and the pond weed was gross, touching our feet but we kept swimming out further and using the weeds to hoist ourselves further. The people shon there lights at us and dived in to join us but we started going back and he got out and was really upset and his back in his room. I was really upset that those other people had done that to him.

I also dreamed that I went to the beach again. It was hot and calm for once but the beach was ridiculously long and never stopped and different sections meant different things

25th-26th May 2021

First nightmare I was looking after the weird version of my old secondary school. More attached to a mansion/haunted boarding school like gruesome grange. I kept losing gravity once in a while especially the more stressed I was in it like I wanted to get out I think or see a room I hadn’t behind this huge green/yellow velvet sofa and every time I entered the room it would freak loads and the cleaner would come every time. I was so scared of her. I did think she must know I was in here. I’ve been asked to look after the house while everyone’s away but she was scary. Like she could tell me off still and have forgotten who I was and grab me:( I think I did it twice. Get to the empty room but the sofa and start touching the ceiling and leaning about as I was trying to hide from the cleaner lady. Scraping over the top of the door and diving into the doorway and never seeing anything. I also remember a pet where I wasn’t really me and I kept trying to kill a black cat. Like I was jealous of it. I pushed it off this American veranda looking balcony but it seemed fine so I threw a weighted blanket over it. Next day we were down on the garden and I went round the corner and the car was STILL under it. I was so scared I lifted it up and I think it was slipping down the grass at first but it was sooo angry. It had remembered it was me who was trying to kill it. It pounced for me but I woke up o think.

I also remember someone trying to tell me a story in an apocalyptic situation. I was a guest in their American mansion. My bed was a slither of a dead end corridor. A sheet fort where someone from the group would visit me everyday and tell me about drinking water, pooing and windows. It felt like weeks had passed with them talking and me mostly ignoring until it was time to eat. I poked my head out once to see them digging their nails into the putty of the window frame, just fiddling with it. They seemed anxious I hadn’t covered the windows and now so was I. I didn’t feel very protected from the enemies but I figured if they’d wanted to attack they would have done it by now and they wouldn’t throw shit at the windows because they must want this house for themselves and the windows are useful. I last remember feeling bad I hadn’t heard much what the person had said and so I peaked down to see them laying belly flat at my toes, jolt up, they said they didn’t expect me to ever look back at them?

(I have nightmares over and over again about zombie apocalypses.)

The last one I just had was too much.

It was a few months after the zombie disease came out and it was now normalised. Some areas just had reopened and we’d gone to visit one. We had just parked and was about to join the queue of what looked like a lot of children. It was pretty stormy looking out but everyone seemed happy to queue. Then I noticed 2 sandbags filled with tons of dead bodies wrapped up, mostly child sized in the sacks. I was with Michael cera or that guy from zombie land and the Twinkie man and he noticed one was moving so he said he’d just shoot it in the head as wuietly as possible. He did it but the kids in the queue screamed and didn’t turn round. It woke up the other sack that was locked and blood oozed out and it started moving and zombies ripped out of it and then the kids cried and rna for their parents who were waiting, smoking in the car park by the picket fence near the tent for queuing. Someone shouted run so I did. I turned round and there was an old ticket stand and the man who was sitting there before was now half ripped apart, top half fleshy skeleton, now turning living dead. I ran to our car. Looked over my left shoulder and saw slightly familiar people I cared I didn't know. looking scared A dull, blue looking zombie was right behind them and the fear sank in that ah shit we aren't making it. I could hear people screaming and honking their horns. People were struggling to get out and running over each other and others were dying at the weal leaving their family behind. I don’t know if I made it into the car. I woke up with my feet burning from stress I think I ran in my sleep.